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Sitting here counting the hours
Waiting for the sun to kiss the sea
Paralyzed by the fragrance of the flowers
They remind me of you and me

There's one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For when five and six are through
Seven days without you,
Seven days without you.
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::welcome::

this is the page where you'll get a glimpse of my world
to navigate... click on the pics at the bottom

::disclaimer::

1. this is my page
2. don't rip off anything
3. no haters
4. leave me a message at my tagboard before you go...
5. enjoy!!!

::she::

michelle | 09021988 | millennia institute | year2 | modern dance |

lyrics

98 Degrees - Why (Are We Still Friends)

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

Why - why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why

I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

"Saturday, June 23, 2007"

yes. i've MOVED.
i've moved to
********.blogspot.com
or could it be
********.livejournal.com ?
HAHA.

::stepped into the rain at 10:00 PM::

""

i have yet to come up with a new blog.
so shall post this link here about the camwhoring session i have with jess.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2090613500

::stepped into the rain at 5:14 PM::

"Friday, June 22, 2007"

this shall be my last entry in this blog.
i'll be changing url already.
only people close to me and people i trust will know the blog address.
ask me online if you want to know the new address. hur.
but i'll still think twice before letting you know.

but anyways. there's just some things i just don't understand.
why can some people be so so SO sensitive when it's actually talking about another person. hur.
plus why can some people mouth be SO big?
i don't deny i have a big mouth too but i think WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOUR MOUTH IS BIGGER laa.
HAHA. oops.
and lastly. to you. i know you've been reading my blog and saying that you don't like cos my blog sounds emo and all.
since you don't like, don't read laa. it's as simple as that please. hur.
it's my blog what.
and i don't only say things about YOUR FRIENDS, i do say things about other people's friends too.
does that mean i'm into their what you called - AFFAIRS?
hmm. many questions to ponder.

okays. i think i'll be dead when school reopens.
the sensitive people will be coming after me.
if not, they will be diao'ing me.
jess, protect me please. HAHA.

anyways. holidays is coming to an end.
sadded.
cos that means mid year exam will be starting.
argh.

anyways. camwhoring with jess is definitely fun please.
we do all crazy things at esplanade and in foodcourt.
and i love going to her house!
cos her mum keep asking me to eat this eat that.
so cute laa.

and by the way, KARMA KARMA KARMA.
jess and i believe it.
and yes, some of you out there will get KARMA some day.
YES, IT'S YOU.
so, do some good deed please.
(((:

BYE. MOVED.

::stepped into the rain at 10:05 PM::

"Wednesday, June 6, 2007"

okays. i just ended a 3h plus msn talk with genshen.
we had a retarded conversation.
3/4 of the conversation were arguments sia.
HAHA.
and after the arguments, we'll just tell each other RELAX, IM KIDDING, I KNOW, etc etc.
super funny laa.
retarded genshen. he is a mixture of MAT, BENG, JAY CHOU and GAY.

anyways,

michelle needs to stop playing.
michelle needs to stop slacking.
michelle needs to start mugging.
michelle needs to touch her notes.
michelle needs to stop coming online.
michelle needs to stay focus on her studies.
michelle needs to start studying something.
michelle needs to sleep early and wake up early.
michelle needs to make good use of this holiday.
michelle needs to resist the computer temptation.

therefore, today will be the last day of michelle using the computer.
so if you guys see me online tomorrow, it must be someone hacking into my account.
bye people. i'll be back when school starts.
contact me via hp then.
hopefully i'll reply asap cos usually my phone is not with me.
it's rotting in my room while i'm in the living room.

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUSRI.

(((:

Labels: byebye people

::stepped into the rain at 2:44 AM::

"Tuesday, June 5, 2007"

was messaging susu just now.
trying to console her about her r/s.
and i've really come to realise that guys are seriously a bastard.
there's a few reasons.

1. GUYS can calculate the feelings they left for the girl in percentage
2. GUYS will abandon their gf for another new and pretty girl
3. GUYS doesn't care about the girl after they broke up, leaving the girl feeling hurt
4. GUYS have 98729378892374 excuses when they wants a break up
5. GUYS doesn't keep the promises they say in the first place
6. GUYS scare/afraid the girl would leave them first but in the end, they left first

plus some girls are really a bitch.
they come in between a couple and be the third party.
causing the GUY can't resist the temptation.

come on, you know the guy is already attached.
can't you be more reserved? and just secretly admire him or something.
is it that fun to be a third party?
so now they've broken up, are you really happy? and not feeling guilty?

yaa. i'm helping susu to scold that girl.
she's only a year 1 kid and she's pretty.
that's why the guy has fallen into the trap.

come on. pretty is not only defined as by their looks.
but also the things that the girl has done for you and their character.

wells. i really admire people who goes into a long term r/s.
but then again, into a relationship would means being tied down.
i'm still young now.
i want to enjoy in the sense of socialising.
cos when you have a bf, they won't allow you to socialise with guys.
but then again, into a relationship would means there's someone out there who really cares for you.

but will that last?

Labels: relationships

::stepped into the rain at 12:52 PM::

""

finally, sufri has sent me a song which i like.
the lyrics is nice.
(((:

Making A Memory - Plain White T's
Friday night's such a beautiful night
Where you going?
I didn't mean to blow it
You're upset and I don't know what I said
But I'm sorry
Don't you give about me?

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Don't pretend you're not smiling again
Let's just leave it
You know I didn't mean it
Don't know why we put up such a fight
Over nothing
When we could still be something

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door
There's no need to leave anymore

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Can't do this myself
No, I need some help
Wanted some help

Friday night's such a beautiful night
Now you're staying

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
Making a memory

Friday night's such a beautiful night (making a memory)
Now you're saying
(Making a memory)
Don't know why we put up such a fight (making a memory)
Over nothing
(Making a memory)

Labels: lyrics

::stepped into the rain at 1:50 AM::

""

suddenly, childhood memories just came back.
i really miss the times i had when i was a young child.
where i used to stay at waterloo street, 10th floor.
and i had a babysitter back then.
she look after me and my friend, elaine.

it's always around evening, we would head down to 5th floor.
actually, we're not suppose to cos our parents don't allow.
but we just go there secretly, asking our babysitter to keep quiet about it.
wells. neighbours from other blocks plays with us too.
all of us come together.
playing catching, playing at the playground, talking to one another.

i remember carrying my babysitter son's bicycle to the 5th floor.
it's those kind of really huge and big adult bicycle.
can you imagine? i was only like 9 years old back then.
and i took the risk of riding it.
wells. that was how i learn to ride on my own.
sometimes, i would also roller blade.
those were the times. really fun.

most of the people there were from the same primary school as me.
wenting, jiahui, grace, yoges, archana and many more.
kids ranging from 7 to 11 years old.
and not forgetting this guy, who wish to be known as converse.

i remembered once i fell off from the playground slide.
initially i already had a wound and due to that fall, blood were seen again.
my wound was quite bad at that time.
it was converse, who ask me sit on the bicycle, and then he fetch me to the nearest tap.
he helped me to wash my wound and ensure that it's clean and stuff.
back then i think he was only 1 year older than me.

i remember there's another time where i took his i/c.
then he pulled my hair just because i didn't want to return him.
even though i've seen the i/c, i still can't remember his name.
i wonder if he still stays there.
oh. sometimes when me and elaine play till quite late, my babysitter would just shout our names out from the window.
HAHA.

i also used to have tuition at 7th floor.
the tuition teacher was my babysitter's grandson.
his really smart and good looking.
had maths and science tuition that time.
wells. i even attended his marriage a few years back.

everything has changed now.
all of us grew up.
most of us still study in the same secondary school.
but we don't even say hi to each other.
because all of us changed.
some become bungs. some become ah lians.
a minority remains the same.
plus i don't stay there anymore so maybe we've forgotten one another.

wells. sometimes i wish i could go back to those days.
where everyone comes together and play.
and wherever you go, you will sure bound to know someone.
and i love visiting the market with my babysitter too.
it's so frequent that almost all the aunty and uncle there knows me.

and then at night, my dad would come and fetch me.
during the car journey, he would made me memorise my timetable.
that's his way of making me memorise my timetable.

how i wish i could have a childhood friend reunion.
ain't that nice?
and i hope to find converse.
hur.
if only i remember his real name.

(((:

Labels: childhood times

::stepped into the rain at 1:20 AM::

"Monday, June 4, 2007"

i just finish my lunch - campbell soup.
it's the mushroom with seafood one.
my favourite. (((:
then i'm going to eat mister potato soon.
HAHA.
i'm such a fatty uh.

anyways. i saw carrie chong yesterday.
at ang mo kio esso petrol station.
she was queing up.
pretty pretty lady!
same as the other time she came to our school.

*PORKY, JEALOUS?

(((:

Labels: carrie chong, lunch

::stepped into the rain at 3:41 PM::

""

jellybeans.
my favourite. (((:

pictures are as below:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091418437
(CLUBBING)
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091416757
(WITH LEONG)
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091416463
(FARISHA'S CHALET)

or you can go under the "fellas" section and then the "peek-a-boo" section.

Labels: jellybeans, pictures links

::stepped into the rain at 1:09 AM::

"Sunday, June 3, 2007"

i'm finally back home yesterday night.
as i said, i went to farisha's resort at sentosa on friday.

first, met up with leong.
then met up with jess and farisha.
and then we took the monorail into sentosa.
after that, we met up with farisha's secondary school friends.
i can't remember all their names except yusri, amal and jocelyn.
so there's 5 guys and 1 girl from farisha's seconday school.
plus me, jess and leong.

we hang around then went up to the resort.
after awhile, eunice, her bf, sha and fareez came.
so more people now.
and all of us walked to beach station to fetch sufri and hafiz.
sat around and we were really bored.
so we went back to the resort to put sufri's and hafiz's bag.
in the meanwhile, farisha's secondary school friends started to camwhore.

on friday night. me, jess, jocelyn and all the guys from farisha's sec school didn't sleep.
just sat beside the pool and talk.
while the rest slept on the wooden chair laa.
wells. they are really a bunch of funny guys.
started laughing laughing and played cards too.
and then a guard walked over and says that people complained we were too noisy.
so we had to lower down our volumes laa.
hur.
we wonder who complain sia.

anyways. farisha's friends all look like people we know laa.
got one look like jonathan chua from my school.
another look like jay chou. (((:
and another one look like mr azlan.
HAHA.
so funny.
then they keep making fun of that guy who looks like jay chou.
oops!

seriously. we didn't sleep until the next morning.
and jess would bathe at like 5am what.
HAHA.
so early in them morning, 3 of the guys went to swim while i went to bathe.
me and 3 of the guys wanted to go tanning.
but the guys were all dropping dead cos they didn't sleep so the left and went home instead.
so after farisha's parents left the room, we went up to sleep.
OMG. too tired already.
slept for an hour plus and we went to delifrance for lunch.
i just had a chocolate croissant and we left to 7-11 to get dice.
unfortunately, there isn't any so we walked back to the resort room.

started playing "heart attack".
super funny manx. HAHA.
we felt boring and started playing with monopoly.
and this monopoly game has a MISSED A TURN thing.
hur.
after awhile, we slept again! haha.
and farisha keep stopping us from sleeping laa. hmm.

wells. by the time we woke up, it's like 4pm plus i guess.
we slack around again, watching tv and talk about many stuffs.
started laughing and laughing.
then watch the movie on sufri's laptop.
and then eunice came. with her brother, ernest and bf.
OMG. ernest is really good looking and cute manx. serious.
although his sec 2 now, he looks like a p5 kid.
but still, his super good looking laa.
and so sufri can step aside already. HAHA.

anyways. me, jess, sufri and leong left the resort at 7.30pm.
took a bus out and went to the seah im food centre for dinner.
all of us left to take train while leong took a bus home.
before i left, leong passed me a bottle of jelly beans.
so nice of him laa.
and yes, jelly beans are my favourite!
I LOVE JELLY BEANS. (((:
while waiting for sufri to come out of the toilet, we saw charlotte and dorinda!
so concidence.
right. and so i reached home at around 10pm.
quickly took a shower and i went to sleep. cos i'm really really tired manx.

okays, not forgetting, we have been camwhoring during the resort.
pictures will soon be uploaded.

i think i really need to study tomorrow.
i've already cancel the date made with leong, sakq, kiat and bryan to watch movie tomorrow.
and cancel the invitation from pm to watch movie tomorrow also.
so that i can study!

by the way. i slept for 17h today!
my bad habit is coming back.
i can't believe i slept for that long.
from 10.30pm to the next day 3.30pm.
if dad didn't wake me up today, i think i will just continue sleeping until evening?

hur.

Labels: precious sleep, resort, study

::stepped into the rain at 10:11 PM::

"Friday, June 1, 2007"

okays. i shall upload the pictures i took at velvet dragon since i'm free now.

Labels: photos

::stepped into the rain at 2:19 PM::

""

the good girl michelle went clubbing yesterday.
it's the very first time i went clubbing laa.
but many don't believe it's my first time. HAHA.
wells, it's interesting. i like.
cos i like to dance there.
anyways. i went to velvet dragon. (((:

basically everything that i did yesterday was free.
i went to my grandma's place in the afternoon.
taken my lunch then i left there at 4.30pm.
there was a last minute plan.
so i went to take a train down to orchard to meet leong.
because he had free movie tickets.
plus free drinks and popcorn.
like OMG laa.
we love freebies! HAHA.
so we catch shrek 3 digital.
manx. the movie is really hilarious.
and so cute laa.

oh yaa. we went into the cinema early.
and we started camwhoring.

after watching, we went to take a bus down to clarke quay.
during the bus journey, we camwhore again.
wells, we went there to meet up with jenna, emily and moses.
we were still early so we went walking around the new shopping centre, central.
didn't really look at the things cos we were talking about some other stuffs.
while waiting, we saw some other millennians.
my friends came and we started searching for velvet dragon.
HAHA.

we really didn't know where was it so we anyhow walk.
and we phoned many people for help.
in the end, all thanks to the direction gave by the taxi driver, we found the place!
then leong so happen to see one of his old friend, chenze there.
and he gave us free tickets laa.
OMG. see, it's FREE again! HAHA.

went in but it was still early so nothing much to do.
and then we started to camwhore in the toilet.
i love their toilet manx.
it's very nice and luxurious laa.
got sofa inside. cool ehs.
i don't mind staying inside the toilet for hours. HAHA.
and the toilet seats were golden colour. manx.

as it's getting later, many people were at the dance floor already.
so we joined in and start dancing.
in the beginning i felt quite weird laa cos it's my first time.
but after that, i got used to it and started dancing like mad. HAHA.
then there were guys behind us.
i didn't know what that means until emily told us.
but yaa, i don't care about those guys also.
i just continue dancing with my friends. HAHA.
and chenze ask me to be careful too. hur.

wells. got ourself free drinks.
and its breezer. OMG. i don't drink please.
my friends kept asking me to try one sip and i tried.
sorry to say, but it's not nice at all. i don't like.
in the first place, i don't even drink even though the alcohol percentage is low.
so i only had really a small sip and i gave emily to drink the rest of my drink.
HAHA.
so was jenna. she gave hers to moses.
and we made new friends there too!
tingting, cray and serene. (((:

then there was this guy, he keep coming forward to ask me dance with him laa.
and this was my first time, i didn't know how to reject so emily came to my rescue.
emily started dancing with me. HAHA.
wells. and after that, we got pulled up to dance at the dance stage. OMG.
but it's fun. really fun.
i love the songs at velvet dragon.
it's all the latest hits. super nice.

wells. overall, it's really fun. that's all i can describe. HAHA.
but i find it really smoky there and i can't really stand it.
so we dance dance dance and left at around 2.45am.
jenna, moses and i started to wander around outside.
and had some 7-11 food too.

well, was messaging chenze laa.
then he keep telling me not to club too often, it's bad. HAHA.
and asked me to go over mac for supper.
then another guy, leon also ask me out for supper at jurong.
but i rejected cos it's like so far laa.
then he say it's okays, he can ride me back.
yes, he has got a bike. woo hoo!

but i didn't go laa. cos too far already.
wells. the 3 of us wandered around until 4.30am and we cabbed home.
and so i reach home at around 5am.
do whatever i need to do and went to sleep.

oh. i actually have a wound on my knee.
cos on the way to meet leong, i fell down laa.
i totally didn't know there's blood until i was on the bus. hur.

and this morning, i woke up at 11am.
messaged my parents to tell them i'm going for chalet tonight!
yay!
so pictures will only be uploaded perhaps tomorrow night.
cos i'll be staying over at farisha's resort at sentosa tonight.
and going to town with leong tomorrow.
yay!

i'm happy and sad also.
cos i haven't really touch my studies.
argh.

and i want to go clubbing again. i want to go to clinic.

(((:

Labels: clubbing, home away, movie

::stepped into the rain at 12:49 PM::

pitter.patter.

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