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lyrics
98 Degrees - Why (Are We Still Friends)
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
Why - why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why
I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
"Thursday, May 31, 2007"
leong sent me this song.
the lyrics is really beautiful and meaningful.
i like.
All My Life - Shayne Ward
I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one,
You're my everything
And for you this song I sing
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said, you're all that I'm thinking of
Baby
Said I promise to never
Fall in love with a stranger You're all I'm thinking of
i had this for my lunch today - FRIED UDON. it's cooked by MICHELLE YEO. me laa. i wanted to eat cup noodles in the first place. but knowing that my mum would scold me for eating it 2 days in a row, i decided to cook my own lunch. wanted to cook fried rice but there isn't much ingredient. then i saw a packet of udon so yaa, I WANT TO EAT THAT. wanted to add prawn and meat but got to defrost it and i was lazy to wait so i didn't add them. saw the crab stick and it's easier to cook that. and i wanted to open the can of mushroom but thinking i won't be able to finish all today, i didn't add it in. plus there were 10 eggs, i wanted to add but it's expired. OMG laa.
wells. i know this lunch looks pathetic. it's like so plain and just a bit red colour here and there. but it tastes nice please. serious! i added sesame oil and garlic. that's why it tastes nice. but after i finish eating, i realised it's quite oily. HAHA. think i added too much oil.
so do i consider this as a healthy lunch cos there's no poultry or do i consider it as an unhealthy lunch cos it's too oily? HAHA.
OH. i slept for 11h today. this shows improvement okays!
OMG. i slept for 13h today. break my own record manx. i'm such a pig laa. OMG. i guess it's all because i slept at 3am last night plus all the not enough sleep from the last few weeks. everything has accumulate till today! and so, i'm going to have my LUNCH at around 5pm. going to eat cup noodles so currently waiting for the water to get boiled. HAHA.
wells. i can't wait for friday. OMG. can't wait please. i'm dragging sufri along. (((: was talking to him on msn last night. then we say we going to have emo talk on friday because both of us were feeling emo last night. HAHA. he will lend me his shoulder to cry while i will lend him mine to sleep on. what a nice junior and sweet senior yaa? oops! self praise. never mind laa. cos that's why sufri always does. and he won't think it's a self praise. HAHA. plus leong might be coming too for the sentosa resort. so i'm going to have another pair of listening ears if sufri falls asleep. (((:
and oh. i can't wait for the 4th to come. will be having movie marathon with my 4 favourite guys. LEONG, SAKQ, KIAT and BRYAN. watching pirates 1 & 2 at one of their house then part 3 in the cinema. OMG. i think it's going to be so fun laa. i will just laugh and laugh non-stop. and sakq won't be able to bully me because leong will protect me. yay! LEONG'S my guardian angel. (((:
i love this holiday. but still, I MUST STUDY!
oh yaa. me and leong doesn't like CHAO TA. yes, you are the CHAO TA. HAHA.
met sufri at tpy interchange at 1.45pm. we headed to tpy library to study. wells. i think we didn't really study. as usual, couldn't concentrate. HAHA. oops! but still, i tried doing the maths question but i still don't know how to. BOO! he tried helping me to solve the sums but no use also. then i continued trying to do other sums while he studies management. we stayed there until 5.30pm and left.
headed to tpy entertainment to see arshad. cos he's working there today. saw him and just talk for a while. when i left, he was like "DON'T PLAY UNTIL TOO LATE AH, I WANT YOU TO BE HOME BY 7PM". i'm like "YAA YAA, DON'T NONSENSE". (((:
wells. sufri and i left the place and decided to take bus 157 to beauty world. had macs there for our dinner. and i saw LEONG, SAKQ, KIAT and BRYAN leaving beauty world laa. called them. then sakq and bryan came back cos bryan needs to withdraw money. and wells. they stayed on to joke with me and sufri. the two of them started bullying me so i called up leong to complain. then leong says tomorrow his going to whack sakq. yay!
after dinner, sakq and bryan left us. so the two of us went to play pool. and i'm so going to go back to that place again cos it's so empty. there's hardly anyone playing there and it's cheap. costs only $5.80 per hour. then we met another millennian there - MAX. he stayed on and watch us played for a while. and OMG, he kept asking if sufri and i were together and how long have we been together laa. HAHA. then i can't stop asking him DON'T BE NONSENSE PLEASE.
anyways. i swear sufri's a lousy player even though i lost to him, 3 - 1. many funny incidents happened while playing. and i can't stop laughing, so is he. HAHA. max laughed at him too. it's so like OMG kind of action that sufri had done. HAHA. then max left first with his friends. both sufri and i were feeling tired already so we left at around 9.45pm. yaa, he accompanied me to the bus stop and so concidence, my bus came fast. so we parted.
OMG. i think sufri's damn nice laa. first he came all the way from jurong east to tpy just to study at the library. secondly he pays for my food and the pool bill. and then in the end, i have to just throw a 5bucks into his bag cos i feel bad. hur. (((:
never mind. there's pictures of the day. will be uploaded real soon. wanted to camwhore but that guy didn't want to cos he says he's hair is too short now and it's ugly. come on sufri, you still look handsome! (((: so in the end, i just had to secretly take candid shots of him. HAHA.
waiting waiting waiting. i'm bored. waiting waiting waiting. sweesiong pulled sufri to accompany him to cut hair. that's why sufri's taking such a long time to come over tpy. hur. quick, i want to get out of the house and study cos i've already wasted my monday morning. BOO.
:: 12:04 PM::
"Sunday, May 27, 2007"
i think i'm going to camwhore tomorrow. no idea why but just feel like it. okays, i pity sufri cos i'm just going to pull him to camwhore with me. HAHA. and since sufri claims that "his nice, sweet and he'll do anything for michelle". but still, i'm going to beat sufri in playing pool tomorrow too. yay! so sufri, MICHELLE THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.
was back home with raza, arshad, aidi, minshan, lis and althea the other day. and raza was practising his throwing caps skills. so i decided to video it down. (((: by the way, dinner with farisha is cancelled! hur.
:: 1:53 PM::
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was having breakfast this morning and i came across this interesting article. it talks about SMILING.
1) "Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day"
2) "Smiling is my favourite exercise"
3) "Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad"
4) "If you have only one smile in you, give it to the people you love. Don't be surly at home, then go out in the street and start grinning 'Good morning' at total strangers."
ain't it interesting? so people, we should learn to start smiling everywhere we go. and i'm sure it would brighten up our day and other people's day. (((:
anyways. will be going over to grandma house later. then meeting farisha in the evening for dinner. yay! we gonna talk about all the emo things. HAHA. and i want to camwhore later too. (((:
manx. i can't wait for next week to come. YES, MICHELLE CAN'T WAIT. because pretty pretty interesting plans are made.
mon - studying and shopping with sufri tue - maybe out with jess and the others to Kbox or clubbing? wed - perhaps studying with edward, pm and jasden thur - VESAK DAY. will be off to grandma's house for grandfather's death anniversary. fri - crashing clarice nursing lecture at NYP (am) ; going to farisha's resort at sentosa to stay overnight and study (pm) sat - out to town with arshad sun - most likely staying home to study i guess
YAY! i love the 1st week of june. BUT BUT BUT when it comes to the next 3 weeks. i'll probably suffer cos i need to study and study and study non-stop for my MYE. ))): there's just going to be so much things for me to study.
NEVER MIND cos i already have dates from pm to study with him, edward and jasden.
OMG people. i have the song WOULD YOU BE THERE by redwan ali. that channel 8 9pm show song. that super nice and touching song! if you want, ask from me. i would gladly send it to you.
and of cos, a special thanks and big hug to PM. cos he has been helping me to find that songs from his friends. thanks PM, my all time favourite TAU POK! and sorry for not answering your calls just now. phone wasn't with me.
You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren'tYou keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on.In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body.So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control!
memories spent with him at east coast park just came back suddenly. our first time to east coast park to have pinic. and our first time to roller blade together. i was seriously bad at it. you asked me to hold on tight to you and you will lead the way. you asked me not to afraid. you taught me the skills for roller blading. you gave me the sense of security that i've never had before. you tried your very best to protect me from falling. even if i do, you really shower your care and concern for me. you always make sure that i'm really feeling safe. however, i fell and there's a scar left on my left knee. it's never going to go away. everytime i sees it, the moments we had will just comes back to my mind. and this is really called memories. i just wish we could have another roller blading time together again.
thanks for such wonderful memories. (((:
have you really forgotten all these memories we've spent together?
:: 1:24 PM::
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it's time for meaningful lyrics again. can't remember who send me this song but i love the lyrics.
That's When I Love You by Aslyn When you have to look away When you don't have much to say That's when I love you I love you just that way To hear you stumble when u speak Or see you walk with two left feet That's when I love you I love you endlessly And when your mad cause you lost the game Forget I'm waiting in the rain Baby I love you I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing u do can change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you No matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes Cause the movie it made you cry That's when I love you I love you A little more each time And when you can't quite match you clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes that's when I love you I love you More than you know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look that you give when you show up late Baby I love you, I love you anyway
So here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart cant get enough That's when I love you When I love you No matter what
Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby, nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you , when I love you no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
:: 1:11 PM::
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wells. junhao told me why garnet cheerleading didn't win this year. and the reason is like so "hmm, okays" kind of thing. this particular teacher said:
we threw hidayah too high up in the air already
we violate against the rule of having a 2 stack and a girl standing up there
cos to the teachers, safety comes first.
so now we know it's not because of the hiphop dance reason that got us 3rd.
it's all because of the "dangerous" stunts we do.
hur. dangerous? hmm.
:: 11:18 AM::
"Friday, May 25, 2007"
i don't understand something. why some people can move on so fast? or is it because i'm the one still holding on too much? still unable to let it go? wells. it's really amazing that people make promises but it still ends. just sadded by the fact that it didn't last. i think i really need a long time to recover from what i have lost. but still, i do not wish to forget those times. actually, i'm still hoping to get back. just hoping.
but. will i be able to?
:: 9:18 PM::
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i'm so bored. didn't attend school today cos wasn't feeling well. was online with arshad and sufri for awhile. then i went to sleep cos was really tired. and so i didn't eat my lunch. BOO!
i want to ... i want to ... i want to ....
GO SHOPPING. ((:
:: 7:22 PM::
"Thursday, May 24, 2007"
arshad came back to school yesterday for lunch time concert. so i stayed back after school with my friends to watch it. yay!
after everything ended, i met up with sufri. both of us took 157 to toa payoh central. had our lunch at entertainment macs. wanted to study there but it was noisy and there isn't any charger to charge his laptop. so we left to the library. found some seats even though there isn't any charger. wells. i tried hard to do my work but was distracted. HAHA. he also did the report halfway then stop already. so we started surfing the net laa. oops!
got to leave at around 7pm cos his laptop was hibernating. hmm. and he was deciding whether to go home or not. then finally he decided to go home first then to raj's place. so we went to take 157 home. then on the way was messaging kristen. he called me a LAUGHING MONSTER. in fact, his the one please.
but anyways. i message him till i fell asleep. when i woke up, it's really late already. and missed coming online for GPP. oh my gosh laa. hmm. sorry people!
today was interesting. me, arfie, ben, calvin and cheryl became the tourguide for gan eng seng people. a number of them came to visit our school. and we just need to guide them along the way laa. so before they left, a group of girls came and talk to me. they say: heys! my friend say you are ****. shall not say it out cos people will sure say that i'm bragging about it. HAHA. but still, it's stuck in my head laa. and then one girl requested to picture with her and i'm shocked laa. i don't really know her and yaa, interesting right? HAHA.
saw sufri in school. and he told me we actually took the wrong bus last night. he say we took 163 and not 157. i'm like oh my gosh, are you sure? cos i remember it's 157 laa. hmm. and that sufri will take until he still don't know that the bus is going a different route laa. how lousy yaa?
anyways, ran 3.4km for pe today. tired sia. took bus home with macrina and minshan. macrina got herself a seat while minshan and i stand throughout the journey. hmm. both of us crapped along the journey cos we were too bored laa. HAHA. wells. i look at the year book and started laughing at minshan's face. HAHA. it's super funny. hmm. macrina alight first. followed by minshan then me.
and i bought oreo ice blended bubble tea on the way home. (((:
:: 7:33 PM::
"Tuesday, May 22, 2007"
holidays are just round the corner. yay! plans are made.
- study with mac - study and shopping with sufri (((: - clubbing - crashing poly lecture - AND MORE STUDYING
anyways. i feel super sleepy this few days. i guess it's because i slept too late at night. resulting me in falling asleep during many lessons. hmm.
reached home early today at 4pm. ate rice dumpling then watch tv halfway till i fell asleep. HAHA. cos super tired laa. and then i woke up at 7.30pm. going to have dinner soon!
anyways. the teacher says my command is too soft for this morning. he wants me to shout laa even though it may sound high pitch. argh!
:: 7:49 PM::
"Monday, May 21, 2007"
macs breakfast with junhao this morning. (((: saw many MI people there too. then left at around 8.15am cos i have duty in the morning. my duty is to shout command for morning assembly.
manx. it's my first time doing it and i have no experice at all. i have never shouted a command before laa. so i was really nervous standing up on stage. hur. no choice. i had to replace my friend cos she didn't dare to do it. and so i had to set an example that GIRL can do command too. HAHA. wells. i think i didn't do a good job. my voice was quite high pitch. and i think people laughed laa. it's okays. i don't mind. so yaa.
my seniors was kind enough that they ask me to stay back today and they will train and teach me. (((: so i went to clubhouse after school. saw weiyew and sakq there. soon after, leong and kiat came. waited for the PEPS students to finish running then we went to the stadium. they taught me what to do, what not to do, how to shout, etc. practiced and practiced and they say that's the way to shout the command. okays! i'm full of confident now.
thanks leong, kiat, sakq and weiyew. THANKS. (((: and then started joking around with those 4 guys also. they are really funny. serious. i laugh till i teared. hur.
anyways. pm was asking if i want to go westmall with him and edward. but i was kind of tired. so sorry yaa? will go out with you guys soon okays! reached home and dad ask me to go to yishun to meet him and mum for dinner. i was early so i went to shop around ntuc. how interesting yaa?
i just hope that what nic told me are not the truth. sadded.
:: 2:19 AM::
"Saturday, May 19, 2007"
it's been a long time since i've blogged. due to the busy schedule of cheerleading and i-day rehearsal. for cheerleading, we stayed back in school for the last 2 weeks. everyday until like 8pm. hur.
anyways. GP exam in the morning yesterday. alright laa. but i think i won't pass. HAHA. stayed in school after that to practice our cheerleading again. and sports day officially starts at 6.30pm.
wells. i can say GARNET rocks. seriously. first, they announced cheerleading results. 4th - zircon 3rd - GARNET 2nd - sapphire 1st - onyx
we were so sad. really. all of us was like what the. can really see the disappointment at all our faces laa. oh my gosh. people from zircon and onyx couldn't believe the result also. oh wells. never mind then. cos there's always next year what. and our cheerleading will be the champion! HAHA.
and then it comes to the track results. 4th - sapphire 3rd - onyx 2nd - zircon 1st - GARNET
oh my gosh. yay! GARNET rocks. after we hear the 3rd place, we started screaming and shouting for joy already. a bit too early laa. but still. HAHA. and after they announced the 2nd place, we were super super happy! whole GARNET started cheering and screaming. yay! ran up to get the trophy and took pictures laa.
after everything ended, had debrief. thank everyone and did GARNET cheer again. but due to the cheerleading results, some of us even cried laa. i'm sad though but didn't cry. hur.
oh. must thank leong and pm. they are really kind laa. cos my face was dirty due to the flour during the cheerleading. then they offered to help me clean manx. pm helped me clean then rub on his shirt. HAHA. but i think it's disgusting. oops! went over to leong then he offered me his towel. and started telling me where's dirty laa. and sakq will just ask me to rub it on his shirt what. nonsense sia.
anyways. this year sportsday rocks manx. everyone's so high especially during the cheerleading. everyone crowd around all the houses. and scream out loud when they saw sexy moves, i guess. HAHA.
must really thank natalli too. she's in cheerleading with us but she got to run for an event first. after she ran, she said that her leg was pain and so we thought she wasn't able to join us to dance. but she came back and she says that she can do it. and at that time, she was looking quite pale. wells. she finished the whole cheerleading with us. and while walking back, she just fainted. oh my gosh. many people started crowding around her and we were all shocked to see that. seriously felt sad for her. heard that she lacks of oxygen and has to be observed for the next two days. it's kind of a serious case though. heys nat, we are the champion house so take care yaa? thanks for helping garnet even though you're not feeling well!
wells. after everything ended. went for supper with jenna, ben, jess, chun hong, guan, anthony, emily and lis at 24h mac. received pm message, called him and he told me garnet's cheerleader coming. so book seats for them first laa. after they came, me and lis went to join pm they all instead.
me, lis, pm, edward, althea, weikoon, justin and michael at one table. while felix, lynette, dyan, minshan and tiffany at the other table. saw nicolas, he wanted to leave then i ask him to stay laa. cos almost all his basketball friends are there what. and yaa, he stayed on then. HAHA. so he and jason, both romantic at one table laa. oops. then my table of guys started to gang up and bully me laa. oh yaa. and i'm actually quite surprised that most of them speaks chinese laa. cos they have the english face. hmm.
that stupid jason trying to find trouble. so both of us went out to mac and wanted to fight. HAHA. retarded cans. saw jon, suhana, lina they all came out. said bye laa. then jason and me went back to mac. justin bought his food and while he was walking up, i heard people knocking into some metal thing. i turned back and stared at justin. then he was like "not me, not me" with that innocent look. so funny laa. my gosh.
wells. another group of my friends left first cos they were rushing to catch the last train and bus. but our group stayed on to crap laa as we've decided to take a cab home. even though we are broke. but lucky althea lend us money. HAHA. so lis, minshan, althea and i left mac at around 12am plus. while felix, jason, weikoon, michael and tiffany still stayed on. hmm.
oh. edward was kind that he messaged me telling that there's still last train. at that time still got train to ang mo kio so we decided to take train then cab. so concidence that we met arshad, eddie and raza at the station. then raza says he want to join us in taking cab laa. throughout the train journey, that 3 malay boys was so funny laa. HAHA. and i video raza trying to throw his cap up and make it stay on his head. super funny. then lis and althea slept. hur. and althea alight at yio chu kang first.
reached ang mo kio. raza, lis, minshan and i took cab. dropped lis first. lucky got 2 guys with me cos it's like so late already. kind of scary laa. HAHA. the 2 guys was kind that they didn't let me off the last. (((: so raza alighted first. followed by me then minshan. thanks minshan. (((: because actually is minshan first then raza then me. hmm.
oh yaa. wanted to bastard raza and let him be the last to alight. cos he had no cash with him. HAHA. and cos he wants to take cab with us, he didn't help minshan to carry things laa. he just walk so fast with eddie and arshad. after that he realised that he needs to take cab with us, he came back and help. so funny laa. then he kept saying sorry. HAHA.
in the end, i reached home at around 1.25am. my family were all asleep already. hmm. went to bathe and onlined for awhile till i can't tahan. my eyes were really closing but i can't sleep yet cos my hair is still wet. tried keeping myself awake till my hair is dry. so i guess i slept at like 2am plus. hur.
woke up today at 12.45pm cos dad told me he bought lunch already. if he didn't come to wake me up, i think i'll wake up like 3pm? HAHA.
:: 1:32 PM::
"Saturday, May 12, 2007"
memories just came back suddenly after looking at friendster's messages from you. and i'm glad that we messaged nonsense stuffs today. i don't wish to stop, just hope that we'll continue this way. never mind if we don't talk. message will do. thanks. (((:
:: 11:37 PM::
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i shall declare that today's a LAUGHING DAY! (((: during break, i laughed non-stop. management lesson, i also laughed loudly. cheerleading laughed madly again. doing SAC stuffs also laugh and laugh and LAUGH. oh my gosh. what's wrong with me today manx? HAHA. never mind. laughing is good for health. so yeah, i don't mind laughing more. HAHA. i only didn't laugh during mother tongue lesson. cos all we did was corrections. sian-ed.
anyways. boonyan said something about her friends laugh so i laughed. seeing junchen laugh, i laughed. hearing jesslyn's laughter, i laughed. HAHA.
cheerleading again after school. stayed until 7.30pm and mr singh came to chase us away. wells. cheerleading is great! we finally got most of the dance moves already. yay! i'm loving it. (((:
BOO! GP exam next friday. sian-ed.
:: 10:33 PM::
"Tuesday, May 8, 2007"
oh yaa! yesterday i got malign for stealing one packet of tidbits. sufri and brandon was at the drink stall. then i went over to get a packet of tidbits and moving on to queue behind them. and that brandon happily go tell the aunty: "AUNTY, YOU SEE, SHE'S STEALING THINGS. SHE'S TAKING IT AWAY WITHOUT PAYING." and sufri will join him what. so nice of them huhs. obviously i said: "NO LAA. I'M NOT. YOU SEE, THEY ARE THE ONE. TRYING TO STEAL THINGS INFRONT OF YOUR FACE. YOU SEE, NOT TAKING OUT CASHCARD TO PAY SMOEMORE." haha. all of us including the aunty started laughing. then sufri will hit my hand what. so nice of you huhs. malign me and hit me. WATCH OUT AH!
oh my gosh. i've got no idea why i'm feeling really sleepy nowadays during lesson. especially for econs and mother tongue. my eyes were really shutting off during econs and maths today. lessons are just so boring manx. i'm serious. BORING to the MAX! argh.
stayed back a while after school with tingting, binxiang and desmond. manx. laughing my heads off sia. cos we were using the computer and desmond made some comments. and it's super hilarious. SUPER to the MAX! haha. i laughed till my stomach pain.
cheerleading after school again. garnet's attendance is pathetic. apparently only had 5 people today. the rest left for heats. hur. wells. currently garnet's in the lead for heats. GO GARNET. WE'LL WIN THE WAR! (((: went to senate after that. some sc were there to clean up senate. sakq and me started laughing into tzekiat's ear and he couldn't stand it. both of us were so happy to see him so afraid. HAHA. i know we're evil but who cares? HAHA.
oh wells. my parents came and fetch me from school around 6.30pm. went for dinner at somewhere near bukit batok. then home sweet home. i'm going to bathe now. and finish up my piles of homework! argh.
it's so near yet so far.
:: 8:42 PM::
"Monday, May 7, 2007"
i played volleyball today with slippers. HAHA. wells. played against "100plus" and we "4GB" won. (((:
I'VE GOT NO IDEA WHAT'S WITH TODAY'S WEATHER, IT'S JUST SO SUPER HOT MANX. OH MY GOSH.
wells, today's a FUNNY day. was playing with that jun chen. he's a retarded guy laa. kept wanting to poke me. hur. so i tried to poke him too laa! then we play until like acting some kungfu show, turning round. oh my gosh, it's so funny. then the both of us couldn't stop laughing cans! HAHA. jun chen, WATCH OUT okays! i'll POKE you more! (((:
anyways. cheerleading and SAC meeting after school. went for cheerleading first then SAC laa. oh my gosh. supposedly there should be 7 people staying for the SAC meeting. in the end, only left with me, farisha and cordelia. and shirin helped us too. thanks!
then i continued my cheerleading after that. and so everything ends at around 7.30pm. so tired manx. i slept throughout the whole bus journey.
alright. shall watch the tv programme then go do maths.
:: 9:08 PM::
"Sunday, May 6, 2007"
GACKT - LAST NIGHT atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete utsurikawariyuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni wake mo naku namida ga koboreta
furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru zutto sora o miageteta kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima, negai ga todoku no nara mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete
wakariaenakute nando mo kizutsuketeita sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni "ima mo oboeteiru..."
toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushisugite motto soba ni itakatta mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaetekureta anata dake wa kawaranai de ite
saigo ni miseta namida ga kesenakute
kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kieteshimattemo anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saiteitai kara
yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenai de ne chigau dareka o aishitemo saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama fukaku nemuri ni ochitai furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru zutto sora o miageteta kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima, negai ga todoku no nara mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete
"mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete..."
(translation) I continued wandering aimlessly, all alone A faint sigh painting a stroke of white In the ephemeral nature of the changing seasons Tears overflowed without any reason "Even now I love you..."
The continually falling sadness changes into pure white snow Through it all, I raised my head to the sky Before this body disappears now, if my wish reaches you Please hold me tight just once more
We didn't understand each other and hurt each other over and over again Even at those times you were always kind I cut myself on the suddenly surrendered ring As our promises to each other were not granted "Even now I remember..."
The fading memories are too brilliant as always I wanted to be closer by We can't meet again but you were always close to hold me up Just you, don't change yourself
I can't erase those last tears you showed me
Even if I disappear along with this white snow I want to always bloom in your heart
We held each other close don't forget that warmth Even if you love someone else I'll never let go of the sound the last I heard of your voice I want to fall into a deep sleep The continually falling sadness changes into pure white snow Through it all, I raised my head to the sky Before this body disappears now, if my wish reaches you Please hold me tight just once more
"Please hold me tight just once more..."
wells. siwei sent me this song. i love both the lyrics and tune. i had the piano version of it and it's really nice. anyways. there's no hidden meaning why i post this song yaa? HAHA. (((:
:: 6:10 PM::
"Saturday, May 5, 2007"
cheerleading this morning was some kind of hip hop.
couldn't really dance well so we took quite some time to learn.
but wells, we're almost done.
was just upset by the attendance.
it's super poor.
anyways, i've got myself a new hairstyle.
i cut my frindge short. and trimmed my hair.
i have a "tail" now behind. (((:
COMPARISON.
i guess can't really see the difference though.
HAHA.
:: 8:10 PM::
"Friday, May 4, 2007"
june holiday trip to taiwan has been postponed. cos that day we went to tour agency, they say it's packed already. but dad says we'll check out another tour agency tomorrow. yay! i hope we'll be able to go during this june holidays. (((:
today's friday. which means GP Mid-Year Exam is drawing nearer. like 14 more days? oh my gosh. finally we finish our PI. finally. got our groupings already. and i'm satisfied with my group. (((:
SAC meeting after school. planned quite a number of stuff. and we only have a short period of time to get everything done. plus all of us are down for I-day. busy. ))):
for today and yesterday, many funny incidents happened. yesterday i took train with haifa and syazana. we bounce back from bukit batok to jurong east so that we could get a seat. finally! at jurong east, many people alight and there's seat. syazana tried to sit down first. followed by haifa and me. however, our seats got snatched but 1 aunty. and she keep shifting the place before she sat down. so leaving me and haifa not knowing where to sit. then slowly, another aunty came followed by another one. oh my gosh. our seats were being snatched. so much for bouncing back what. HAHA. the 3 of us couldn't stop laughing. and haifa kept saying "YOU THINK YOU PLAYING MUSICAL CHAIR HUH?" HAHA. hilarious manx. (((:
walked around northpoint with haifa in the evening. haifa made some "noise" after i gave her a reply. and two guys imitate her! it's those kind of "noise" / "sound". if you guys understand what i trying to say then yaa. haifa got so embarrassed laa. HAHA. (((:
alright. cheerleading in school tomorrow morning! can't wait. but i'm still deciding whether to join cos of my toe nail. it's coming off halfway. hur. ))):
:: 11:21 PM::
"Wednesday, May 2, 2007"
You Can Make 60% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You
You certainly have this dating thing down - and you know how to charm most people.And when your charm seems broken, just think back to what has worked in the past.You have the tools to make almost anyone fall in love with you - you just have to put them into action.
forgot to post this picture that VJC has. their own "tree house". how cool manx? gabriel says students do climb up. (((:
:: 11:04 PM::
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attended VJC Investiture today with cordelia. their investiture is really informal laa. so different from ours. had reception and our host was gabriel. the most creepy thing was gabriel actually stays like 2 blocks away from me! HAHA. i guess that's the reason why i find him looking familiar.
me: where do you stay? gabriel: toa payoh. me: oh. same, me too. lorong what? gabriel: lorong 4. me: oh my gosh. block what? gabriel: block 80. me: oh my gosh! serious? i'm staying at like block 82 laa!
and then i slowly recall we actually took bus together last time. cos he was previously from maris stella. and bartley campus was just opposite their school. so we had to take bus 28 and somemore we took it at the same timing laa. but that guy didn't notice me. and we weren't friend that time too. HAHA. shall bump into him some day near my house manx.
anyways. jared and gabriel tour us around their school. they have a student lounge too called IGLOO. got pool table and soccer table inside laa. and STUDENTS PAY FOR IT INCLUDING MONEY FOR MAINTAINENCE. **they never protest or grumble about it
wells. i got PANG SEH again by BEATRICE LEE laa. she forever PANG SEH me. sadded. angry. PANG SEH TO THE MAX MANX.
some pictures we took in VJC. (((: look at their student lounge. however, we couldn't enter the lounge so i had to take pictures from outside.
lijun, jared, gabriel, esther, cordelia, michelle
esther and lijun from ACJC
the pond where birthday people are thrown in
an overview of the whole room
the soccer table
the pool table
the magazine rack
VJC student lounge - IGLOO
MICH-SAKQ: don't worry too much okays? everything will be over soon. God will bless you. (((:
:: 7:37 PM::
"Tuesday, May 1, 2007"
CAMBODIA. can we be as carefree as them?
:: 10:40 AM::
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it's their birthday - REGINA and CALVIN
regina's mum made the cake herself
the guys trying to start the fire
with benjamin
this is BENJAMIN'S student leader jersey
a piece of advice - DON'T DRINK DRINKS PROVIDED DURING BBQ
you never know what's inside before you drank it
:: 10:26 AM::
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school was boring yesterday. if only i never go school, i would be having a long holiday. had management and mother tongue. initially i could be dismissed at 4.05pm. but i got to wait to get my blazer till 4.45pm. how nice hur? but lucky got sakq, anas, yongsheng and hafiz keep me accompanied. joke around and waited for cheryl and miss chan to come with the key.
took bus home with cordelia. she alighted halfway. anyways. met up with my mum for dinner at central. had fish and chip. super full laa. watched tv all the way after i reach home. HAHA.
we're still in the process. and everything seems negative.
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