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Sitting here counting the hours
Waiting for the sun to kiss the sea
Paralyzed by the fragrance of the flowers
They remind me of you and me

There's one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For when five and six are through
Seven days without you,
Seven days without you.
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lyrics

98 Degrees - Why (Are We Still Friends)

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why

Why - why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I've got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why

I don't wanna be like your brother
I don't wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

"Sunday, April 29, 2007"

went out with my parents today.
some random talk with them during lunch.

i asked if their family were wealthy last time.
dad yes, mum no.

dad says they always have supper.
all the siblings attended good schools like nanyang, cedar, st.joseph.
dad says grandfather wanted to buy a condo but end up didn't.
only know how to say but no action taken.
grandfather didn't know how to invest.
he says if only grandfather bought condo that time, we would be rich now.
oh wells.

about mum's family.
she says grandfather never give grandmother any allowance.
grandmother was really poor that time.
sometimes my mum don't even have allowance.
allowance were given by her aunt.
although grandfather was rich, but he didn't know how to invest.
there's once he invested in setting up restaurant, but he failed.
oh wells.

if only all my grandparents know how to invest, i guess we'll be rich now.
but being rich doesn't mean anything.
not everything can satisfy us by having a lot of money.
money is not everything.
but without money, we can't live too.
how irony.
oh wells. this is life.
and life is tough.

anyways. next tuesday is public holiday.
dad says we'll go to tour agency to check out some places to go during holiday.
i'm so happy!
yay!
(((:

i really hope that we could talk soon.

::stepped into the rain at 7:10 PM::

""

i woke up early this morning.
i've got no idea why also.
i woke up at like 9am. then watch tv.
and i fell asleep.
woke up again at 12noon.
bathe then left the house for lunch with my dad.
we went to kk hospital to visit my aunt.

after that, we went to yishun to fetch my mum from work.
they drop me off at yishun station.
then i took the train down to choa chu kang to meet ben.
went LOT 1 to get calvin a birthday present.
and left to regina's house which is opposite bukit panjang LRT.
it's regina and calvin's birthday today!

went down. only a few people we know reach already.
like zhixing and one of her friend.
we were rather quiet in the first place.
but after some incident, we got close! (((:
thank goodness they were there, if not i'll feel kind of lonely laa. HAHA.

anyways. the birthday party was fun.
made some new friends.
they are all from my school. just that i don't know them last time.
so we started playing poker cos we got nothing better to do.
it's super fun cos i kept laughing.
till all of them laugh along with me laa.
and it make me feel like laughing more.
wells. i want to stop but i couldn't. oops!

played eliminator too.
my group is all guys and i was the only girl manx.
but lucky regina came over to join my group.
HAHA.

anyways. ben, lydia, her sister and i left at around 10.45pm laa.
initially wanted to leave at 9pm but we kept dragging the time.
so i took train home and they went to take bus.
the journey took me an hour i guess.

wells. it's always good to have a guy friend that stay near you.
so if you're going home late, need to walk alone in the darkness, he will just be a message away.
hmm. and apparently, that's what happen to me! HAHA.
i reached toa payoh around 11.50pm and there isn't any bus left i guess.
so i messaged leon to ask him to walk home with me.
cos it's dark and i'm afraid to walk home alone.
and since he's free. HAHA.
he agreed so yaa, both of us walk home and send me till the lift.
THANKS LEON. (((:

alright. reached home and my parents were still watching tv.
so now, i'm going to bathe.
and if i'm not tired, i'll finish up some of my homework.
sadded. weekends is going to end!
BOO!

pictures will hopefully be uploaded by tomorrow.

::stepped into the rain at 12:41 AM::

"Friday, April 27, 2007"

went to 06B2 in the morning regarding some SAC stuff.
the class was cooperative so i finished it fast.
thanks guys.

went back to class. and i observed something.
some people dare to talk and say a lot of things in the forum.
but when it comes to reality, they hide and kept quiet.
only dare to speak up to the teacher secretly.
can i say this is call "coward"?

anyways. maths test today.
so dead. only know how to do one question. HAHA.
never mind laa.
wells. followed by PW.
then last two period became celebration for INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY.

had plans after school already so i couldn't stay longer for SAC meeting.
went town to meet up with siwei.
we walked around heeren then ate lunch at cine.
left to taka cos i still thought afiq would be working there.
but when i asked, they say he got transfer to paragon already.
then i suddenly remember afiq telling me about it. HAHA.
but still, we went kino to see some magazines.

went paragon cos i want to show siwei who afiq is.
but afiq weren't there.
oh wells.
then both of us left to orchard station.
he's going jamming! and i met up with leon.

came back to toa payoh. met up with leon.
we took bus 88 and went to j8.
walked around then went to eat at MOS burger.
he ate but not me.
sat there, talk and observe about some rubbish issue.
HAHA.

wells. we felt that we were taking up too much space so we left.
then both of us took bus 88.
he wanted to send me home but i didn't allow due to some reason.
but anyways, thanks leon!

thanks siwei and leon for making my day.
thanks for making me laugh.
i really need it.

today, victoria, claudia and suhana asked about us.

::stepped into the rain at 8:35 PM::

"Thursday, April 26, 2007"

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"Wednesday, April 25, 2007"

some pictures for the day!
this is MUHAMMAD!

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""

Modern Dance SYF today. 3pm at NUS.
finally, we're done. everything's over.
seriously hope that we can achieve GOLD.
pray hard!
anyways. pictures are uploaded.
go to http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092900225
(((:

oh ya. i watched HCI dance.
they are super good cans.
their props are so special and unique.
i guess confirm GOLD with HONOURS for them already.
(((:

::stepped into the rain at 9:35 PM::

"Tuesday, April 24, 2007"

went school as usual.
didn't had much break cos was working on some SAC stuffs again.
lessons ended at 3.25pm.
looked for farisha and we continued SAC stuffs.

went for dance at 4.45pm.
had practice laa.
sean corrected our movements for the very last time.
cos tomorrow is the syf! woo hoo!

anyways. i joined garnet cheerleading. HAHA.
first time though.
cos haikel's in it. so i joined. (((:

went square 2 with althea after dance.
had our eyebrows trimmed.
we both love our eyebrows now. (((:
it was around 9pm and we were feeling hungry.
so dined in at long john silver.
sat there and talk about many issues.
left there at around 9.45pm.

took train then bus home.
oh my gosh.
while i was at the interchange, got this super scary stalker laa.
he walked infront of me then kept turning back and look, etc.
and worst still, we took the same bus.
then on the bus, this guy sitting infront of me, he kept turning back too.
until got a moment, he shifted his body 45degrees towards my direction laa.

wells. this shows that GUYS ARE WEIRD.
so leon, stop arguing with me about that!
cos that's the fact. HAHA.
yay! no cca on friday. so might be out with leon. (((:

today, afiq ask about us. hur.

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"Monday, April 23, 2007"

reached school at 7.45am.
helped to do some SAC stuffs.
and then first two period was the Earth Week modeling thing.
so no PE for us. (((:

continued the SAC stuffs during breaks.
sian-ed.
management lesson was okays.
followed by two breaks.
then had chinese.
and that's the end of my day at 4.05pm.

had dance after school.
no choice. 2 more days left to syf!
dance and dance and dance from 5.15pm to 7pm.

along the way to mrt station, was bullying some people.
on the bus, cordelia and i started poking barry non-stop.
HAHA.
it's so fun laa. oh my gosh.
we're EVIL! but never mind.
cos that's barry what. HAHA.

then while walking to the station, i started poking jason this time.
cos that guy keep repeating some irritating stuffs.
oh wells.

*GUYS ARE SUPER FUN TO POKE AT.

then i took train down to yishun to meet my parents for dinner.
was on train with althea.
we talked non-stop. yay!

after dinner, came home at around 9.30pm.
and i'm going to bathe now. (((:

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"Sunday, April 22, 2007"

i had dance yesterday morning from 9am - 12pm.
hard core practice.
after dance, cordelia and i went to bathe.
and we left to town. met up with jesslyn.
went to art friend at taka.
and went to far east.
shopped for a while and i left.
headed down to cityhall.

went to marina square first to meet guoping.
emily and chun hong came after that.
had our dinner at cavana. (((:
all of us ate black pepper chicken hotplate.
it's delicious manx.
anyways. i haven't seen guoping for ages.
the last time i saw him was like aug 2006? hur.
he never change. QUIET as usual. hmm.

after dinner, we went to millennia walk and walk around.
indulge ourselves at that candy empire shop.
manx. that place is sweets and chocolate heaven laa.
can even find sweets that we used to eat when we're in primary school.
i love that shop.
there's so many tidbits i wished to buy.
but i'm broke. sadded.
never mind. at least i bought JELLY BEAN! yay.
thanks chun hong for sharing the other box with me. (((:
when i have money, i'm going to get somemore boxes.
or rather, anyone willing to get more boxes of jelly bean for me?
i would love you.
for only 5 sec? HAHA.

then guoping left us first.
then the 3 of us continue walking for a while at suntec.
sat somewhere around there at talk.
chun hong was the joke of the night.
he said something that was really funny.
i shall not mention it cos the jokes are about him. HAHA.

wells. they sent me to the esplanade bus stop after that.
waited with me for my bus to come.
and yaa, i was really tired that i slept throughout the whole journey.
i almost missed my bus stop manx.
and again. i recall that one and only bus56 memory with you.
oh wells.

as for today. woke up around 11am plus.
laze around then went out for lunch.
my family went to my grandparents house while i stayed home to do homework.
homework ain't easy to finish.
it seems to be piling up each day.
sadded.

wells. 3 MORE DAYS TO SYF. (((:

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"Wednesday, April 18, 2007"

sia laa.
i laugh non-stop in school today.
oh my gosh.
all thanks to boonyan, chunchen and stephen.
HAHA.

anyways. some sort of have 4 breaks since early morning.
cos lao shi didn't come school today.
and the work she gave only needs to be handed in next week.
plus two breaks after that.
was in library and we talk about some chinese composition thing.
it's super hilarious.

after that was management class.
oh my goodness.
from the beginning lesson, i already started laughing.
super funny laa.
cos of the things that chunchen did.
wells. i exchange bag with him throughout the lesson.
i can swear that guys are really messy.
looking into his bag, he had 3 shirts 1 shorts and he just chucked everything in.
can't stand it so i pack it then. HAHA.

during the lesson, stephen did something.
i saw it. and i burst out laughing.
i asked john to see and his reaction was the same as mine.
we both laughed and laughed.

next was a performance in the hall by tang quartet.
they played violin, viola and cello.
it's really great.
macrina was wishing that they would play "canon in d".
but obviously they didn't laa. HAHA.
wells. i want to learn violin too.
i actually had the chance to learn and join the violin cca in sec school.
but my dad say it would be quite ex so i gave up. BOO!
never mind laa. (((:

SAC meeting after school.
then went for dance.
yay! our dance is perfect.
we're getting ready for the syf which is just next wednesday.
aiming to get GOLD. (((:
home sweet home with cordelia after dance.

SO CONCIDENCE, I TOOK 159 HOME.
it reminds me of the moments i had.

::stepped into the rain at 8:46 PM::

""

i'm HAPPY!
cos i simply have sweet juniors saying sweet things that made my night.
i'm serious.
of cos i won't say what they say to me laa.
but still ...
thanks MARCUS.
thanks JASON.
(((:

::stepped into the rain at 12:53 AM::

"Sunday, April 15, 2007"

oh yaa. i just remembered something.
was shopping at velocity the other day.
and i saw something which i really like it.
it's ADIDAS BELT.
oh my gosh. pretty pretty please.
it's so nice laa.
if i don't remember wrongly, it has black and white.
i want to get the black one.
somemore it only cost 25bucks.
okays. i'm so going to get it soon.
or is there anyone nice enough to get it for me?
(((:

::stepped into the rain at 2:55 PM::

"Saturday, April 14, 2007"

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""

yesterday only had lessons in the morning.
then was totally free from 10.45am to 12.45pm laa.
dance as usual after school till 5.45pm.
i dance till my toe nail bleed! oh my gosh.

anyways. left to westmall for dinner with my group of juniors.
ate at kfc. listen to stories. and burp many times. HAHA.

marcus and i took bus to town cos i'm meeting my parents there.
while marcus needs to take another bus from there to go home.
when i reach town, it was still early for me to meet them.
so marcus was nice enough to accompany me to walk around town. (((:

went to heeren cos i wanted to get some accessories but the shop is under renovation.
so we went to taka after that.
i want to go taka cos i want to visit afiq working in nike.
and yaa, did saw him there.
chat with him for awhile and left to ngee ann city.
met up with my parents then went to the exhibition to look for my brother.

dad says that he wants to wait for my brother to finish his work.
and so we went to starbucks for coffee. (((:
i drank mocha while they drank cuppucino.
then my brother came and look for us at around 11pm i guess.

dad sent him to some place at choa chu kang.
throughout the whole journey, i was sleeping.
really tired manx.
so by the time we reached home, it's like 12.15am. hmm.

and i had to wake up this morning cos dance starts at 8am.
sia laa. tired manx.
danced till around 11am plus.
wanted to go pool with marcus and joanne but didn't feel like it in the end. HAHA.
then wanted to go Kbox with sk and some other people but no money.
so i came home instead.

rest awhile and dad brought brother and i out for lunch.
then went to fetch mum from work.
and here i am. home again!
wells. there's a lot of homework and studies for me to mug this weekend.
argh.

still thinking if i should go sentosa tomorrow.
oh wells.

anyways. i can sense that you're avoiding me. yes? why?

::stepped into the rain at 5:58 PM::

"Thursday, April 12, 2007"

today's a boring day yet fun.
breaks, management, mother tongue, gp and econs.
econs was the best for us manx.
it made me laugh non-stop because of something.
only the 9 of us know. (((:
secret. we're all not suppose to say.
but still, i told some friends already. HAHA.
wells. i still can't believe that i did that thing with my class econs people today.
HOW CAN I? (((:

don't need to attend pe lesson.
so home sweet home with jenna, emily and aloysius.
crap throughout the journey.
made aloysius nothing to say. (((:

but anyways.
yesterday, i finally talk to you after 97398687624 days.
FINALLY.
even it's only for that few minutes.
I'M SO HAPPY.
it made my day. thanks.
and i talk to you today too! (((:
you even showed concern to me!
ahh. i'm crazy laa.
but that's normal cos who wouldn't want to know why i'm wearing slipper to school?
HUR.
let's find some day and settle down and really talk okays?

wells. tomorrow's friday already.
will be having dance again.
dance syf on the 25th april.
hope we can get what we're aiming. (((:

by the way,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MACRINA! (((:

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"Tuesday, April 10, 2007"

lessons as per normal for today.
econs, maths and gp.
so school ended at 3.25pm.

then investiture rehearsal again after school at around 4.05pm.
did the same thing again.
i hope all of us are prepared.
but what's scary is throughout all the rehearsals, we don't get full attendance. hmm.
so hopefully everything goes well tomorrow. (((:

after the rehearsal, cordelia and i went to square 2.
went there to shop for some accessories laa.
but then shops were some sort of like closing already cos it's quite late.
lucky we managed to get what we want.
so we left at around 9.30pm and took train home.

while going up the escalator, someone tapped me and said HI.
it's LEON laa.
it's been a long time since i've seen him manx. HAHA.
so we stood there at talk for like 20mins laa.
okays. and i'm amazed that he still remembers my number.
then i kept disturbing him also. HAHA.

well. afterall, he's nice cos he wanted to send me home when i was joking about it.
but of cos didn't laa and then we went separate ways.
while waiting for my bus, i saw shiying and another guy from our school.
first, she went to wait for her bus.
5mins later she came out of the queue and says she wants to get fries. hur.

anyways. got to reach school early tomorrow.
but lucky dad is sending me so i don't need to wake up early.
nor do i need to be afraid that i'll be late. (((:

TOMORROW'S A BIG DAY FOR US - INVESTITURE

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"Sunday, April 8, 2007"

oh yaa. adding on.
i've caught a flu now!
irritating.
and i can't stop sneezing.
i think it's due to the unpredictable weather nowadays.
or maybe it's cos of farisha's room? HAHA.

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""

today's sunday! weekend is going to gone in just a few hours time.
yesterday night i took bus 985 home from farisha's house.
then i slept. and when i woke up, i missed my stop!
partly also because the driver drove too fast already.
oh wells. then i had to go all the way to boonkeng and take bus 31 back.
what a waste of my time.
i can actually reach home like 9.30pm but in the end, i was home at around 10pm.
hmm.

guess what i have for my breakfast this morning?
it's A SLICE OF BREAD WITH ONE KINDER BUENO. (((:
i love kinder bueno manx.
all thanks to farisha. she's so sweet laa cos she's the one who got it for me yesterday. (((:

okays. i think i'll be out for shopping with my family later.
like what farisha said: SUNDAY IS A FAMILY DAY. (((:

oh yaa. i love farisha's house.
i want to go again. okays farisha?
but then go her house, confirm will grow fatter manx.
her maid brought us like 3 different kind of tidbits.
then the floor in her room is so comfortable to sleep.
and dinner for me was pizza.
plus the dining table have more tidbits.
oh my goodness.

no wonder farisha got a PAU FACE laa. oops!

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"Saturday, April 7, 2007"

woke up at like usual time this morning - 5.30am.
cos i need to reach school by 7.30pm.
wells. i ask mum to wake up early for the sake of helping me to tie scorpion.
and she really did laa. oh my gosh.
she woke up at like 6am when she don't have.
i'm so touched laa.
I LOVE MY MUM! (((:

anyways. i was the first to reach school. 7am. hur.
then get changed and everything and started the rehearsal.
rehearsed for like 4 or 5 times and everything ended at around 12.30pm.

then farisha and i decided to do PI together. (((:
we had our lunch at Lot 1.
shopped at mini toons for a while and i'm at her house now! yay!
since 3pm plus until now.

wells. while she was doing her research, i slept first.
too tired already.
then while she was asleep, i did my research.
got to continue writing out the whole draft by tonight.
cos i doubt i will be free tomorrow and monday. BOO!

phoned our dearest TAN MIN MIN too.
then laugh and laugh and laugh.
like duh! HAHA.

anyways. called mum and she's shopping laa.
i'm so jealous manx.
never mind. i'll be having my dinner at farisha's house. yay!
THANKS FARISHA and HER MUM. (((:

wells. busy schedule next week.
monday and tuesday rehearsal.
wednesday investiture and dance.
friday dance.

what a nice life i have huhs.

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"Friday, April 6, 2007"

yesterday was our cip day.
we went to st.andrew's cathedral home at clementi.
well, i guess all of us enjoyed ourselves so are the elderlys there.
we had singing and dancing session for them.
and chatted with them too.
everything ended at 12noon.

after that, me, tingting, lynn and boon yan caught bus 7 and we went town.
shopped around far east for a while already and decided to play pool.
so we headed down to monstercue. (((:
it's relatively cheap and there was hardly anyone there.
i played two rounds against tingting and lynn then i got to go.

headed back to school as i've got investiture rehearsal at 3.30pm.
but wait and drag until 4.30pm then we start. hmm.
anyways. everything ended at around 6.15pm laa.
and i rush down to cityhall to meet up with my friends.

in the beginning, this reunion really super yucks manx.
the 3 bartley boys just pang seh us for some other stuffs.
leaving me, jess and cordelia standing outside mac.
but haikel is nice. AT LEAST HE STAYED A WHILE AND ASK US WHERE WE GOING.
and nicolas too. AT LEAST HE CAME BACK TO FIND US WITHIN 10MINS.
unlike SOME OTHER GUYS.
so at that time, the 3 of us were super angry laa.
and soon after that, emily came.
then we continue waiting for elaine and hidayah.

well. apparently SOME PEOPLE says that they won't be at the reunion.
but guess what? when i reach there, THOSE PEOPLE WERE THERE.
come on laa.
that person even came up with 3 EXCUSES WHY HE CAN'T MAKE IT:
1. I'VE GOT FAMILY REUNION

2. I'VE GOT MATCH

3. I'VE GOT TO GET PRESENT FOR MY MUM.

yaa right? so what family reunion did you have at that time?
so that 1 guy and 2 girls belongs to your familly laa?
then what match you have?
match meaning go upstair play those kind of table soccer game is it?
then what get present?
i doubt you went to get any present.

please laa. if you don't wish to come, just say you don't want to come.
giving excuses will cause others to be more angry.
because what you said are ALL LIES.

when i saw you there, i was super disappointed and angry.
that i didn't even want to ask why you'd lie or even say a hello.
so your other friends are more important than us or rather me? yes?

then the other guy also.
giving the excuse of:
I'M TIRED ALREADY, I DON'T WANT TO GO.

oh yeah. tired? TIRED?
when we reach there at around 7.30pm, what are you still doing there?
then after that, you continued playing with 1 guy and 2 girls.
so much for FEELING TIRED huhs?
and thanks so much for being so ON in the first place when i ask you out.

wells. then when sk called me at that time, i didn't talk to him nicely.
cos he was initially one of them.
and i scolded him saying that their B*****D.
i hardly say that word but now, i really can't stand it.
so you guys should know how angry i was.

in the end, the reunion was left with me, emily, jess, cordelia, elaine, hidayah, nic and sk.
but at around 10pm, jess and emily left us first cos they have their own plan too.
so down with the 6 of us.
and so concidentally, jason was there too. (((:
we got him to come to mac to look for us.
and finally i took a picture with him! yay!
then he stayed with us for like 30mins and left cos he's going DXO.
wells. DXO was having party yesterday night laa.

then we had enough of sitting at mac to talk.
we left and went outside esplanade.
well. there were quite many people there.
partly cos DXO is near there and cos today's a public holiday i guess.
so we get ourselves a spot and sat down to talk.

i've got many opinions and views from them about my problem.
now i know guys and girls really really have different thinkings. hmm.
thanks guys! (((:
i appreciated it.
wells. really talk a lot and laugh a lot too.
we wanted to catch the last train home but then we talk until we didn't feel like going home.
so we stayed until around 12.15am.
we book a cab and the cab actually came at 5mins time laa.
that's like super fast manx.
very good service though.

oh wells. then i reached home at around 12.40am i guess.
dad was still awake.
guess his waiting for me to reach home laa.
but luckily there wasn't any scoldings from him. HAHA.

and yay! today's a public holiday.
but i've got some homework to do.
i don't feel like doing but there's so impossible.
oh wells.

i'm still rather affected by the fact that you actually ditch us for them.
WHY?
and 2 people have been telling me things recently.
i don't know if i should believe or not.
by judging the way you are now, i think i should.
but then another person told me that's not true even though some stuffs happened.

HUR HUR.

::stepped into the rain at 9:17 AM::

"Wednesday, April 4, 2007"

i really felt tired today laa.
so i was like sleeping during my mother tongue lesson. oops!
then i had break.
and jason's so irritating laa.
he saw me and he called me to go over and he seems like he got something really important to tell me.
then he whispered into my ear: HELLO.
i'm like what the.
then raj also another one. keep making fun of my height laa.
irritating boys. BOO!

anyways. had investiture rehearsal after school.
everything seems like not prepared laa.
then somemore we could not on the fan in the hall, it's so warm laa.
and i felt so super sticky too. hur.

wells. after the rehearsal, me, jenna, calvin, jonathan and yong sheng went for dinner at kfc.
we sat there and had a good talk about sc stuffs.
and i start to realise that all of us are currently very stress now.
there seems to be a lot of work to be done plus problems.

anyways. had some talk with jenna.
she actually felt angry and sad for me.
honestly, im also feeling angry and sad.
but then, what can i do?
all i could do is to just see it happen and keep everything to myself.
oh wells.
i just hope i see nothing today manx.
but just so concidence, i saw it and my mood change suddenly.
from happy to really upset.
only nic knows the reason why.

oh wells.

::stepped into the rain at 10:26 PM::

"Monday, April 2, 2007"

just saw something. it makes me feel sad.
thinking back, it makes me feel more sad.
what can i do?

today seriously i don't have to go school manx.
it's just a waste of my time please.
first period was pe. and i'm excused for that because of syf dance.
next is management. the teacher is not in school so there's no lesson.
but the weird thing is we actually saw him during home tutor's period! hmm.
anyways, home tutor's period was about pw.
we wasted our whole day until 2.45pm, then start proper lesson - mother tongue.
school ended at 4.05pm and time seems passing by real fast.
then i decided to be a good girl and just went home straight.

reached home and i'm home alone.
it's always me the one who left the house earliest, and then the first to reach home. hur.
and currently eating fried rice now for my dinner. (((:

anyways. yay! bartley gang reunion is coming soon.
on this thursday.
heys guys, people whom i ask to go, we're going to meet 7pm at CITYHALL on THIS THURSDAY.
please don't be late ah.
and be prepared to stay out late cos there's no school the next day. yay!
i miss the bartley gang. really miss the time when all of us go for dinner, study together, etc.
rocks.

oh yaa. 07B7 brought a cake for althea today to celebrate her birthday.
her birthday is tomorrow but she has to celebrate it today cos tomorrow we'll be going to NUS for dance rehearsal.
another 6pm to 10pm. oh wells.
but anyways. i saw them in the canteen so i decided to go take a look at them laa.
there's somemore cake left and then they were so nice that they gave me a big slice. (((:

but bobin's not nice.
he dipped the cream on my face laa.
i'm like oh my gosh, what the.
wells. and since i had the cream on my hand, everyone was so afraid of me.

jason saw me walking towards him with the cake and he just ran off to wash his hands.
raymond saw me too and started hiding behind the wall.
but still, i managed to wipe it on some of their hands laa.
yay! (((:

07B7 rocks.
and people, when's our outing going to be huhs? hmm.
from last saturday drag drag drag until today still don't have.

::stepped into the rain at 8:40 PM::

"Sunday, April 1, 2007"

i really miss bartley life.
how i wish i'll be taking bus 28 tomorrow morning and not 157.
i don't want to have a 45mins journey, i want the 20mins journey.
i don't want to have a big campus, i rather have a small and run down campus.
i don't want to have a big canteen, i rather have a small one that sells snacks somemore.
i don't want to have so many new friends, i want to spend time with you.
I DON'T WANT. IS IT POSSIBLE?

::stepped into the rain at 10:33 PM::

pitter.patter.

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